CNY has come and gone, and with every passing year, celebrations like this just starts to feel less festive because our family no longer has the tradition of meeting up with the extended family anymore for our reunion dinner, it's the same for Christmas as well.
Now that my Sister and Brother are living on their own, it feels like a gathering of sorts, and we have a new addition to the family this year, my baby Nephew, the first and hopefully not the last of the next generation. Super adorable but I am a bit awkward around him because I don't really know what to do with babies, this will only get worst when he grows up so good luck to me ever becoming his favorite Uncle, I honestly think that honour will go my my Sister-in-Law's brother.
But anyways.
My CNY break is all the way until Tuesday, so I still have 1 more day off from work, I don't really want to go back to work, even though I have nothing to do at home.
I need to plan another trip soon! I am planning for a trip to Switzerland maybe in October but that is still way too long. Life is really boring now and I need something that I can look forward to in the immediate future! Maybe a short and quick trip to either Vietnam or Bali is in order for the month of April - May period because I also need to visit a different country, I get really self conscious about how others will view me if I keep visiting the same countries on my Instagram stories.
On to another random topic...
After my perfume and PopMart phase, I think I am now beginning to enter a new phase.
Skincare.
Reason being my appearance is now catching up with my actual age, especially in photographs, and my goal right now is to try and delay the eventual facial sag as much as possible. But to be honest, this skincare phase might not last as long as my Perfume and PopMart phase, just because it's a bit more complicated and getting the wrong type of skincare could potentially fuck my skin up, whereas getting a foul smelling perfume and ugly PopMart figurines will just fuck up my savings even more than it already has.
TikTok has been pushing a lot of skincare related videos to me in my FYP and I have been getting a lot of Medicube related ads and videos, which I am not sure if it is a viable brand because of how aggressive the marketing is, the company definitely paid a lot for their campaigns because those "reviews' of their product don't really feel like they are coming from genuine users of the products, it feels like the content creators that I come across were all paid to say those shit, especially when there is a "yellow basket" attached to the video for us viewers to buy the products they are showing.
Some of these content creators are really blatant with how bias they are, they will talk about how the product will give you "glass skin", which is essentially this plump and shiny skin that a lot of Koreans would like to achieve for their skin, proceed to apply the brand's serum all over their face, and then say...
"Look at how shiny my skin looks."
... ummm....no shit sherlock, you just slathered a ton of serum on your face, of course it's going to look shiny, you can also achieve the same result by dunking your face in a vet of vegetable oil.
That being said, I might give Medicube a try to see how if the product actually works because I do no need something for my day routine.
Talking about routine...
...I have been using the VT Reedle Shot from VT Cosmetics, which was viral in Korea last year, for my nightly routine and I felt a bit more open to trying it because it was getting wiped out from the stores in Korea during it's viral period, which meant the Koreans were actually using it, but then again, I got all this information from TikTok so it might have just been another marketing campaign.
It works as an exfoliator, so I am hoping it can help exfoliate my textured skin, which is really bad, especially under natural lighting.
I have been using the product for about a week now and initially, I would wake up with my skin looking really smooth, but then after a while, I wasn't sure if it was because of the product or just a result of morning puffiness, day to day however, I honestly can't see much difference, my skin texture is still pretty bad. I have also bought the Collagen Mask as a package deal...

...applied that mask daily for like 4 days straight when I first got it because it claimed to be a daily mask and the whole point of putting on the mask is to introduce collagen into my skin, came across a video online from a dermatologist who shared that collagen cannot actually penetrate your skin because the cells are quite large, and the only way to properly introduce collagen into your body is through either oral consumption, which I have checked online and are NOT cheap, or the collagen has to be hydrolyzed collagen, which is essentially collagen that has been broken down into smaller fragments so it can penetrate the skin, but apparently when it gets broken down, it just isn't as effective anymore, so there is that. Collagen facial products aren't really all that useful and my face mask is really just a glorified moisturizer.
One thing I didn't really disliked about the mask is how it leaves my face feeling really tacky after I was done with it, I thought that is the "moisturizing" part, but it doesn't seem to absorb into the skin, so it gets really uncomfortable, especially because it is a night time routine and I have to sleep with that sticky sensation on my face after.
Come to learn later I was suppose to tap and press all the serum that is on my face into my face after I peel off the mask in order to help it absorb into my skin, my face did feel less tacky after that, but I am not sure if it is because my skin actually absorbed it or if I had just removed all the serum from all that tapping and rubbing, I then apply moisturizer over it to "lock in" all the serum goodness that my skin has absorb and my face just becomes really sticky all over again.
The mask and moisturizer after combo feels really gross, so I might actually stop masking because I have since gotten 2 blind pimple, which I think is a result of applying the collagen mask.
I really should have stopped using it when the blind pimples started appearing, but I had assumed it was just my body detoxifying itself with the new products I am slapping on my face, well, the fact that the blind pimple got redder after masking should have been a very obvious indicator that it was doing the opposite of detoxifying.
I actually had trouble getting a proper sleep after doing the mask + moisturizer routine last night because of how oily and tacky my face felt, so I kept tossing and turning in bed last night, and when I finally feel asleep, I was awoken again all of a sudden, and this is not skin care related anymore, but I was suddenly awoken with random Malay voices in my room.
As someone who doesn't speak Malay, I had no idea what the voices were saying, but I kept hearing the words "Mati" a lot, which means "die" in Malay, so I got up because these voices were loud, I checked my phone and it was 3am, 3am is also known as the witching hour, that is the timing when paranormal activity is at it's peak according to folkore, so I was freaking the fuck out. It also doesn't help that I had recently mounted a mirror on the wall that faces my bed, which isn't really good feng shui so that was just adding on to the paranoia.
The mirror is shit, got it from Shopee, it arrived with the sides broken and the reflection is warped, but I am too lazy to return to so I just kept it and gave the store a 1 star review. It still works, it's just not great at doing it's job.
Anyways, I really couldn't ignore the voices because they were really clear, I could hear my Dad coming out from his room to use the toilet outside, so that gave me the courage to also get up to find out where the sound was coming from, if anything happens, at least I can scream out loud and my Dad will be able to come in to do whatever he can do.
So I could tell the voices were originating from my study table, and as I walked over, I realized it was coming from my iPad, as I was fiddling through the tablet, I really didn't know which app was causing the sound because there wasn't any apps that were running in the foreground. At one point, I thought the Malay voices were mocking me because I couldn't turn it off, it was fucking freaky.
I fiddled around for a bit and finally realize it was my TikTok app, the fucking app auto connected me to a random Livesteam of a group of Malay streamers playing some FPS game, and the Livestream wasn't even on the front page when I opened the app, it was playing in the background of the app, which was why I couldn't find the source of the sound in the beginning.
So the stream was playing in the background of the app and the app was playing in the background of my iPad.
It was playing in the background of the background.... at 3AM IN THE FUCKING MORNING!
What the actual fuck TikTok?
I was so paranoid after that I had to turn of my side table lamp and couldn't fall asleep until an hour later.
Stupid app.
I had actually watched the TikTok Livestream before going to bed and when it ended, I guess I didn't actually properly exit the app, so it just stayed on the "Livestream has ended" page in the background until it decided to reconnect itself to a another random Livestream, the only thing I don't get is why they would reconnect to another Livestream a whole 7 hours later, and reconnect while my iPad is in sleep mode.
The whole thing doesn't make sense, but I will be making sure to fully close the app on my iPad before I sleep tonight... I will also not be putting on the facemask anymore.