Work has been overwhelming the past 2 weeks.
After my boss made the decision to let some of us go due to financial constraints that the company is facing, we suddenly receive a bunch of new enquires from all over the place, this sudden surge has been extremely overwhelming for me because I am now a single designer expected to handle the design proposal of 12 different projects.
We went through something similar earlier this year when my boss kept throwing new enquiries at me, and it was really odd because back then, we had another designer as well but he just kept directing all of it to me, needless to say, I took way too long to get back to some of them because I literally do not have the time to handle them, and most of them ended up engaging another company.
That is definitely going to happen this time round as well.
Anyways, for the sake of my mental health, I have decided not to entertain any work related messages over the weekend because I really need a break.
Last Thursday, my boss and I did a site visit to one of our potential customer's new home, we have met this customer for the first time about 1 month back, and during this 1 month period, I have prepared 2 different layout plans and 3D Visuals for her, the first version was based on my proposal, the second was based on her feedback after seeing the first.
The 2nd proposal was a full proposal that included...
1. Space Planning Layout
2. False Ceiling Plan
3. Electrical Works
4. Lighting Plan
5. 3D Visuals
... it had enough information for the Project Manager to essentially start running the project. Everything had already been thought out, from the length of the carpentry, to how the lights would run, how they would be connected to the switches, the location of the switches, everything was already done.
So we go to the site on Thursday and I was expecting to maybe just do some site measurement, for us to mark out the location of the carpentry from the 2nd proposal so the client could have an idea of how everything would fit in the space.
However, before we could start taking the measurements, the client goes...
"I'm pretty happy with the current layout of the space, but I do have a few changes I would like to make...."
... and she proceeds to change EVERYTHING except the position of the loose items like TVs and Armchairs, she then informs me about how she has shortlisted another ID and us, and started to share with us what the other ID had proposed and wanted us to layout based on what the other ID did.
At that moment whilst I was there, I still listened to what she wanted and told her I will propose a different layout and design based on her updated requirement, but when I actually went back to the office, sat down, looked at the plan, then looked at the whiteboard of all the projects I have yet to work on it, I digested what had happened and just dawned on me what a huge waste of time this project was going to be.
Her project is a relatively small one, and against all the projects that I have yet to work on that have the potential to be worth 4 - 5 times of hers, it just didn't seem like a project worth investing so much time in, especially because I had already invested so much time doing the 2nd proposal, only for her to essentially tell me ...
"Fuck your original proposal, here are the ideas from the other interior designer I met, propose what this person did and quote me based on that."
... I really don't want to. If you like what the other Interior Designer proposed, then engaged them instead, don't ask me to replicate their work.
The truth is I had overprepared for this project because at that time, the company wasn't really getting any new enquiries, and I had the time to work on this, that being said, to have spend so much time working on that, only for it to just go to shit does not feel good, and now I am required to do what is essentially a whole new proposal.
It's a waste of time, my boss also feels like this client actually prefers the other Interior Designer over us, so if I were to actually spend all that time working on her project instead of focusing my energy on the others, and then she ends up engaging the other designer...
... I probably will have to come up with something, but maybe at a later stage when I have worked on my other enquiries, hopefully by then, she will have decided to engage the other designer and save me the trouble of having to give a fuck.
Speaking of fucks to give, my ulcer has been giving me a fucking bad time recently. This bitch of an ulcer just popped up at the back of my mouth right beside my molar and it has been making all my meals very painful.
I'm trying not to have the food that I am chewing go too far back because it will all start to rub against the fucking ulcer, so I have been chewing with my premolars instead, which feels weird because it just feels like I am not properly chewing my food.
One of the tooth at the back is also causing me a toothache that comes and goes every now and then, I'm not sure if the pain is radiating from the spot where the ulcer is or if I actually have a toothache.
If it's a toothache, then that is extremely concerning because the dentist had told me he couldn't spot any issue via X-Ray when I visited him a few weeks back for a similar issue, and that it could potentially be due to a hairline crack. I was advised previously not to eat too much hard food, but have been eating a lot of chocolate coated almonds and macadamia nuts recently, and with that fucking ulcer at the back, I had to chew on them with my premolars, which could have made the pain worst.
This consistent dental issue is one of those things that is coming back to haunt me as an adult because my younger self was a moron who felt like brushing was unnecessary because the teeth will just get clean after drinking a cup of water.
Now on to another topic of vapid interest...
PopMart.. again
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