Upcoming Company Cruise Trip and just stuff..

I asked my boss today if there was any chance I could get a single room to myself for the cruise and he actually called the travel agent to upgrade me to my own room! 

I had initially told him I wouldn't mind topping up to get my own room because his original plan was for 2 people to share 1 room... 

... but the beds are THIS close to each other, they are literally touching. I wasn't very comfortable sharing a bed with my colleague.

He was initially a bit unwilling to my request because he would have to call the agent and it is already so close to the trip, so I told him that if it was too much trouble, then it's no problem, I will just make do and maybe push the bed apart as far as I could, plus the top up was going to be $1200 and I wasn't prepared to actually pay that much for this 4 day trip, I would much rather take that money and actually  visit Vietnam next month... or get myself the upcoming iPhone 17 with it. 

But my boss pulled through and he actually got me the upgrade, so I actually got my own room, and in order to make things fair for everyone, he will also be giving my 2 other colleagues who will be sharing a room an extra $600 to spend during the trip.

My request cost him an extra $2,400.

I feel a bit bad about it, but this solo room thing has also got me very excited for the trip and I am just extremely grateful for it, so that is the good that happened today, but on to the bad, which is my emotional state after Zo decided to call things off between us.

It sucks. 

I was feeling kinda sad in the afternoon and when all my colleagues were talking about the cruise trip and the places they were planning to visit in Malacca and Penang during the stops, I immediately thought about potentially cafe hopping, and the thought of cafes just reminded me of Zo because that is kinda what we did during our meet ups / dates , visiting different cafes (mainly selling Matcha) and eateries. 

I hope this feelings can subside by the time the cruise trip starts because I really do not want my sadness ruining an otherwise exciting and fun company trip.